everyday, we desire to be someone else... we always mock our own identity.. pointing out all our weaknesses, and how much we can change... but our wantings for changes, does not only change us... but changes everyone around us... we try to be somebody else... for others... and yet... in the process.. they're involved... they're affected... changed... in countless ways... we wont even notice... and when we do, we would think its another person's fault... and that its that person's fault as well.. when we, ourselves... contributed to those negativities... we dont have the right to blame nor concieve a new bias idea... but we would choose to make decisions for others... without knowing the unjustified consequences...
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....inside,
im quite happy...but, i dont know...this is stupid...too stupid that i
dont know what i am supposed to do..id be happy if it was just a
game....i could simply throw it away...but this i cant....i cant do a
single thing....sigh....i jst pray that i can get by all the exams with
this in me...must focus...focus focus focus....
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